Well yesterday was Valentine's Day. It is my most hated day of the year. And for those reading this feel free to say I'm bitter, cynical or resentful. I don't mind one bit. Because Valentine's Day's whole point is to make you feel like you are the most worthless person in the world if you don't have someone in your life. And for that simple reason, even if I ever find someone to fit that bill I will NEVER celebrate Valentine's day. This day has tortured me for 29 years and I will never ever give it any respect as it has never shown me any.
Thank God it's over for another year!
So yeah I spent my night at home alone. OOh big surprise. Ripping my new CDs to MP3 so I can take them to work and listen to them and not have to carry all of them with me. This way they will all fit on one CD.
Then I watched two episodes of Dawson's Creek and Dr. Phil's Love Smart Special. Yes people that is how sad I am! I watch Dr. Phil for advice. I can see you now just shaking your head and saying "Yeah this girl is definitely an embittered spinster!" Well bless your heart for saying so because I don't think there are enough of us around. I'll just put another nail in the coffin by telling you I bought his Love Smart book. Every embittered spinster wannabe needs to have at least a dozen books on love and relationships to be genuine after all. I can't just appear to be acting the part.
When you get to be my age books are the only hope you have left of convincing yourself that finding love is still possible. Everyone knows that by this age if you can't find love and you haven't dated in three years it's because it wasn't meant for you.
One of the girls in the office today told me that her and one of the guys in my office were debating over whether this guy would be a good match for me. How funny is that. They disagreed about it. But since the guy knows guys I'll believe him when he says that I wouldn't be this person's type. I already know I'm no one's type.
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